note to self.......where's my post it?

Its what i do.  Not necessarily give up.  But i do depend on me.  Just me.  People and expectation levels.  They rarely go hand in hand.  (not in my world)  Now i find the hand i was missing was actually not my own.  And......bonus, he needed mine. what the???
Going into this adventure i am currently in, i see that Cheshire cat saying "only you know you stupid" and The Madd Hatter saying " Alice, you have lost your much-ness".  How about peter pan saying " but i can stay here and nothing will ever ever change, i can be a little boy and always have fun".  You see my heaven is wonderland mixed with pixie dust.
I never bought into the cinderella's or sleeping beauties of my youth and certainly didnt raise my children on it.  Nope, i was an alice and hook fan.   Throw in a misunderstood witch and a wayward Toto chasing a broom and this may very well be why i am so complicated.
I have had to walk away, chose to walk away and now know its time to stay.  The broom is parked and our babies will learn......sometimes flying in your own back yard is far enough, even when flying away might be easier.  The real adventure is to stay.  To love and be loved. Honest love is not jealous, not controlling and never angry.  Its constant and kind.  (and puts up with your bull*hit nmw)

p.s.  i will go see that new oz movie but im very leary of it.  I fear yet again there are some misinterpretations of a very lonely twisted witch.  grrr.