Not Mean....misunderstood.
People always confuse Mean with misunderstood or honest. (ok, sometimes twisted and complicated but thats just lil ole me) Its called boundaries. Respect them.....try and set some. I like me......i do not need you to like me to be me. Do you like you? Self reflection is a difficult task it is so much easier to self project isn't it?
i saw this as fitting today since as the Momma of this house understands it....... I am not funny. I am mean. When the rest of my family is sarcastic, they are funny. I admit i only have one feeling and i show it seldom. But make no mistake it is there. I can carry the burden of being the bad guy. I mean my babies have no idea what ive truly lived. Nor should they. They will have their own battles. In the end, The bad guy never gives up on that NMW. Every now and then we as parents get those "ahaa" moments. You know.....the ones that makes all the others disappear. As though this moment, this time this very second is all that matters. I could use one of those. signed a NMW momma and mine. I guess i am going to take the fact that my bub took his youngest sister to the movies and the smile she had......will be my ahaa moment. holding on........to my blessings
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